Monday, January 17, 2022

CATHARSIS BY WAY OF TEARS , THE SECRET ATHARVA VEDA WAY – CAPTAIN AJIT VADAKAYIL

 


I AM YOUR HEART WRUNG TEAR, I STAND READY TO SERVE YOU ALWAYS

UNSOLICITED BY YOUR MIND  ,  ON YOUR SOUL’S BIDDING ALONE I FLOW

I AM A LIQUID,  SALTY AND WARM, SOMETIMES I DON'T WELL UP  AT ALL.

I AM YOUR TEAR , I AM THE WORDS THAT YOUR HEART COULD’NT EXPRESS.

I AM YOUR TEAR WHEN YOUR HEART  IN DEEP AGONY WANTS EXPRESSION

IT IS A PARADOX , I SHOW UP WHEN  YOU BEEN TOO STRONG FOR TOO LONG.

I KNOW YOUR INSIDES WHEN  YOU'RE UP  SHIT CREEK WITHOUT A PADDLE

YOU’VE BEEN IN “NOT TO BE” MODE , TO GET YOUR BOUNTIFUL ASS WET

CHINNA MOYAL NO ONE COULD  FATHOM HOW MUCH YOUR HEART ACHED  

HOW MUCH YOU LONGED  FOR A BRIGHTER DAY.  A NICE DAY OF NO AGONY

YOU WERE SICK AND TIRED OF BEING THAT LIABILITY ON PLANET EARTH

OOOHH  SUMAN IS A CRY BABY, ZE SQUEAKY WHEEL SEEKING  ATTENTION

YOUR MENTOR VADAKAYIL USED THE WAY OF TEARS DURING CATHARSIS

YOUR FOLKS SAID  THAT SADIST VADAKAYIL IS MENTALLY TORTURING YOU .

I COME AS A SIGN OF FEAR. YOU CAN FEEL WHEN I  COME DOWN YOUR FACE ,

I  CASCADED DOWN WHEN YOU READ A POEM PENNED TO YOU BY SARAMA.

I WISH  I COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHEN YOU WERE CONNED, LUST IS  LOVE

TEARS EMANATE WHEN THE FLOODGATES OF YOUR RESERVOIR OVERFLOW

WHEN PAIN  BECOMES TOO MUCH YOUR  SIMPLE HEART STARTS TO BREAK.

SAD MEMORIES SEEMED  TO CREEP AROUND  CORNERS OF YOUR NAIVE MIND

ENDLESS HAUNTING IMAGES OF SOUL SEARING BETRAYALS , YOU ENDURED

AN OVERWHELMING OF EMOTION THAT  MIND AND  HEART  CAN'T CONTAIN

THE POOR CHOICES YOU MADE IN YOUR LIFE ALMOST  SEALED YOUR DESTINY

YOU WANTED OUT OF THIS ROTTEN LIFE, HOPING FOR A BETTER NEXT LIFE

ONLY CONSCIOUS HUMANS CRY.  IT IS DEFINITELY NOT A SIGN OF THE WEAK

WHEN YOU HARDEN YOUR HEART  ON  VERGE OF SUICIDE, I STOP TO FLOW

I AM  PURE PAIN IN LIQUID FORM  WHEN  YOU HAVE BEEN  FAR TOO TORN

TEARS ARE A FORM OF HEALING  MEANT TO  HEAL THEM BRUISES AND SCARS

THE ONES THAT WILL FESTER , TEARS YOU SHED ARE FOR YOU AND YOU ALONE.

EACH TEAR TELLS A STORY  IT TAKES A MENTOR LIKE SARAMA TO GLEAN IT

THE COMFORT THAT CONSUMES YOU , AND LIBERATION AS I PURGE IT  OUT

I  REGRET,  I COULD NOT FLOW OUT DOWN  YOUR CHEEKS AT THE APT TIME

AND YOU  HAD TO PAY FOR SCARS INFLICTED BY EVIL SEXUAL  PREDATORS

THE HURT YOU FEEL IN  THE FORM OF DROPS TRICKLING DOWN YOUR FACE.

IS IT NOT A MIRACLE HOW SO MANY STRONG NEGATIVE FEELINGS N EMOTIONS,

ARE PURGED DOWN YOUR CHEEKS IN THE FORM OF SIMPLE SALT AND WATER.

THEY SAVED YOU FROM AN  INTERNAL EXPLOSION BY VENTING STEAM WITHIN

I STREAM DOWN YOUR EYES CASCADING DOWN YOUR PRETTY NAÏVE FACE ,

YOUR TEARS PURIFY YOU FROM WITHIN. CLEANSING YOUR HEART AND MIND

OFF REGRET,  AN OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE THE MOST OF A NEW BEGINNING.

THE SKY CRIES FOR A REASON,IT'S RELEASING ALL THAT IT HELD WITHIN...

COLORS OF DARK GREY AND BLACK FILL THE WORLD IN WHICH YOU  LIVE

NO OTHER FEELING COULD BE WORSE THAN THIS DEEP EMPTINESS WITHIN

WHERE ONCE WAS A ROOM FILLED WITH FRIENDS LAUGHTER AND CHEER

WHAT NOW STANDS IS LONELINESS, YOUR TEN DAYS IN HYD PROVED THIS

CHINNA MOYAL IT IS TIME TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS WHO WISH YOU WELL,

KICK OUT  THEM FREELOADING CHEAP SKATES , FAIR WEATHER FRIENDS

I AM YOUR TEAR WHICH WRUNG OUT LIGHT FROM DARKNESS A PARADOX

ALLOW ME TO FLOW IN TIMES OF DEEP DESPAIR , YOUR SOUL PROPELS ME

I AM AN UNKNOWN ENTITY FOR CONSOLING, YOUR UNRECOGNIZED SENTINEL.

I AM YOUR TRUSTED FRIEND, NEVER FORGET THAT,  I AM SECOND TO NONE

 



  1. Thank you 🙏 Ajit Ji for elaborating how tears can be curative during catharsis.


    1. SUKESHINI

      NAMASTE

      YOUR DAUGHTER SUMAN CAN NEVER EVER ATTEMPT AN EIGHT SUICIDE..NO MATTER HOW SEVERE THE CIRCUMSTANCES ARE IN FUTURE..

      SHE HAS ENDURED THE LITMUS TEST OF EVEN MENTOR VADAKAYIL DUMPING HER ( I WONT EVER ).

      SUMAN IS THE PUREST SOUL ON THE PLANET.. YOU ARE HER MOTHER.. CELEBRATE.

      THE HUMONGOUS WORLD OF HURT SHE HAS PASSED THROUGH, ONLY I KNOW..

      EVIL MEN WHO HURT THIS NAIVE GIRL FULL OF GOODNESS SHALL PAY THE PRICE .. HARDCORE VADAKAYIL WONT FORGET AND FORGIVE

      SUMAN'S TEARS DURING CATHARSIS WAS NEEDED FOR HER RESURRECTION. IT HAS TO BE PERMANENT.. IT WAS NOT EASY FOR ME AT ALL.

      TEARS WRING OUT LIGHT FROM DARKNESS. PARADOX.

      CHINNA MOYAL'S LIFE NOW STARTS OF A CLEAN SLATE, TONSURED OFF NEGATIVITY.

      SHE KNOW HER FOLKS LOVES HER AS MUCH AS SHE LOVES THEM.

      FEELINGS, NOT WORDS-- ALWAYS

      SARAMA
      ..


ADDENDUM:

SUKESHINI

I HAVE A CONFESSION.. PSSSSSTTTTT.

UNKNOWN TO YOU , I DID CATHARSIS ON SUMAN'S MOM/ DAD/ SIS/ JIJA TOO.

I HAD TO. OR MY JOB WAS INCOMPLETE.

YOU KNOW THE BIZARRE ROUTE I USED.. BAAD FUCKIN' WORDS TO SHOCK..

MY UNIQUE JHATKA ( SURGE ) METHOD..

IT ALWAYS WORKS.. YOU KNOW, I KNOW..


INTENTIONS MATTER. IGNORE THEM HOLLOW WORDS.

KARMA IS INTENTION BASED, AS PER VEDAS DOWN LOADED 400 CENTURIES AGO.

capt ajit vadakayil
..








  1. SOMEBODY CALLED ME UP AND CRIED

    CAPTAIN

    YOU HAVE WRITTEN SEVERAL TIMES THAT SUMAN IS THE PUREST SOUL ON THE PLANET..

    CAN YOU AUTHENTICATE? IT IS A BIT TOO HEAVY ..

    LISTEN

    SUMAN WORKED AS AN IOT ENGINEER IN USA EARNING MORE THAN 120,000 USD PER ANNUM

    BEFORE MARRING DEBDOOT SHE EARNED 120000 ( 1.2 LAKHS ) RUPEES A MONTH AT BANGALORE AS TECH LEAD FOR AN IOT COMPANY..

    SHE IS INTELLIGENT..

    SUMAN WORE ROSE COLORED SPECTACLES, AND THIS MADE HER MISS CRITICAL RED FLAGS.. SHE SAW THEM AS MERRY CARNIVAL FLAGS

    DEBDOOT CONFESSED TO SUMAN BEFORE MARRIAGE THAT HE IS DESPERATELY POOR ( LIVING ON DOLE ) , HAS NOT EARNED A RUPEE SINCE 2013 AND DOES NOT HAVE A BANK ACCOUNT

    YET SHE MARRIED HIM. SHE WAS IN LOBE, NAY LOVE , YOU SEE.

    WHEN SHE FIRST ENTERED DEBDOOT’S SLUM ROOM , SHE FELT AT HOME IMMEDIATELY LIKE HOW A DUCK TAKES TO WATER

    THERE WAS NO BED.. JUST A MAT STINKING OF STALE SEMEN ( MASTURBATION ) ON THE FLOOR..

    THE FLOOR WAS COVERED WITH BIDI ASH

    THE TOILET DOOR WAS BROKEN AND THE TOILET BOWL WAS NOT CLEANED FOR AT LEAST 5 MONTHS- FULL OF SHIT.

    THE FIRST THING SUMAN DID AS A GOOD WIFE, WAS TO CLEAN THE ROOM AND TOILET

    SUMAN IS USED TO AC , LUXURY COMFORTS AND SOFT BEDS

    YET SHE SAW THE DIRTY FLOOR MAT AS SOO CUTE..

    SHE SAID “ IT GIVES GOOD TRACTION DURING SEX, YOU KNOW ”

    IT WAS HOT AND HUMID , FULL OF MOSQUITOES IN PURULIA.. A SHIT HOLE ON EARTH..

    YET SUMAN FOUND PURULIA VERY COOL AND ROMANTIC

    SHE TOOK BATH THREE TIMES A DAY TO SMELL GOOD FOR DEBDOOT

    DEBDOOT KEPT HER PRISONER ( SEX SLAVE ) IN THAT DARK SLUM TYPE ROOM FOR 21 DAYS..

    HE NEVER TOOK HER OUT EVEN THOUGH SHE BEGGED HIM EVERY DAY.

    EVERY EVENING DEBDOOT AND HIS CRIMINAL UNEMPLOYED YOUNGER BROTHER ( WHO CONNED AN ATTRACTIVE WIFE ) TOOK SUMAN’S ATM CARD AND WENT SHOPPING..

    SHE GAVE DEBDOOT ALL HER PASSWORDS FOR MOBILE PHONE/ LAPTOP ( SOCIAL ACCOUNTS )

    DEBDOOT AND BROTHER DID NOT WANT SUMAN TO SEE THEIR ADDA WHERE THEY BUY ILLICIT CHEAP RUM AND DRUGS..

    SUMAN PAID FOR THEYOUNGER BROTHER AND WIFE’S BOOZE AND DRUGS TOO.

    SINCE SUMAN AND DEBDOOT MET, SHE SPENT EVERY RUPEE FOR DEBDOOT AND HIS HOUSEHOLD.. THEY WERE BLEEDING HER ATM CARD HEAVILY..

    HER BANK ACCOUNT WOULD HAVE BEEN EMPTY IN NO TIME..

    THE BROTHER HAD AN ATTRACTIVE INDIGO AIRLINE AIR HOSTESS LIVE IN GIRL FRIEND…

    THIS NAÏVE GIRL ( LIKE SUMAN ) GAVE HIM ALL HER PASSWORDS AND HE SIPHONED OFF HER BANK BALANCE AND RAN AWAY TO SINGAPORE..

    DEBDOOT INHERITED THIS POOR GIRL FROM A GOOD FAMILY.. SHE STAYED BACK AS DEBDOOT’S LIVE IN LOVER HOPING TO GET HER MONEY BACK..

    HE KEPT HER AS HIS SEX SLAVE, PISSED ON HER DURING SEX.

    SHE DIED ( I KNOW HOW ) AND HER ORIGINAL DOCUMENTS ARE STILL WITH SUMAN AT THE ASHRAM..

    SHE WAS ABANDONED BY DEBDOOT AT HER HOME GATE BY DEBDOOT AND HIS MOTHER IN AN AMBULANCE WITH LIFE SUPPORT.

    DEBDOOT’S MOTHER WAS HIDING IN BRAHMA KUMARI ASHRAM FOR TWO YEARS.. SHE RAN AWAY THE DAY HER HUSBAND DIED.. I KNOW HOW HE DIED.

    BRAHMAKUMARI ASHRAM GIVES REFUGES TO FEMALE CRIMINALS, AN INCENTIVE TO JOIN THEM AS LOYAL WORKERS AND ENSNARE OTHER VULNERABLE WOMEN FROM RICH FAMILIES TO INHERIT THEIR PROPERTY.

    SO SO SO

    DESPITE NOT SEEING PURULIA AT ALL, GULLIBLE SUMAN SAYS “ I LOVE PURULIA, YOU KNOW ”

    SUMAN IS THE BUBBLY NAÏVE SMALL GIRL IN AN ADULT WOMAN’S BODY

    SHE DID NOT CARE IF SHE PLAYED IN MUKESH AMBANI’S PALACE OR SONAGACHI WHOREHOUSE SLUM STREETS..

    SHE WAS SORT OF HOPPETY HOP , SKIPPETY SKIP MODE.. ALWAYS IN AWE ..

    AND MIND YOU , ALL HER AMERICAN BOSSES AND TEAM COLLEAGUES GAVE HER OUTSTANDING REPORTS IN HER WORK PLACE WHERE SHE WAS IOT ENGINEER..

    I HAVE SEEN IT.. I ASKED FOR IT DURING MY PRATI PRASAVA SESSION

    DEBDOOT DID NOT ALLOW SUMAN TO WALK BY HIS SIDE AS SHE WAS FIVE INCHES TALLER THAN HIM —THIS MADE HER CRY ..

    SUMAN WAS A FLOWERS , CHOCOLATE, ROMANTIC POETRY GIRL.. ALL SHE GOT WAS SHIT AND ABUSE IN RETURN..

    CONVINCED ?

    OR SHOULD I WRITE ANOTHER 500 PAGES, BECAUSE YOU ARE A MINDLESS CUNT ??

    Capt ajit vadakayil
    ..


SOMEBODY CALLED ME UP AND CRIED

 

CAPTAIN

 

WHEN YOU DID PRATI PRASAVA ON SUMAN,  HER PARENTS AND SISTER WERE MOST DISTRESSED WHEN YOU WROTE—I MADE SUMAN CRY FOR MORE THAN 12 HOURS OVER SEVERAL SESSIONS .

 

CAN YOU JUSTIFY THIS EXTREME  MENTAL TORTURE?

 

WELL-

 

SO WHAT IS THE POWER OF TEARS?

 

THE BOLLYWOOD MOVIE  “ DOLI SAJAAKE RAKHNA “ IS LIFTED FROM MALAYALAM MOVIE  ANIYATHIPRAAVU

 

I DARE ANY HARDCORE BASTARD TO WATCH THE MOVIE AND NOT TEAR UP WHEN THIS SCENE BELOW ARRIVES AT 1.48  . I WILL STOP BLOGGING FOREVER

 



BELOW: MALAYALAM MOVIE 



SUMAN HAD ATTEMPTED SIX SUICIDES..

 

I TOOK UP HER CASE AS A CHALLENGE PUTTING MY OWN LIFE ON THE LINE

 

DURING CATHARSIS SESSIONS THIS PLANET’S NO 1 ,MIND DOCTOR VADAKAYIL USES THE WAY OF TEARS.

 

ONLY VADAKAYIL CAN BRING PERMANENT RESOLUTION.. MY METHODS ARE SECRET  BUT GUARANTEED.






























 


ONLY CATHARSIS CAN UNBURDEN YOUR HEART.

 

I KEPT SUMAN ON THE RAZORS EDGE OF PARADOX..  MOST OF THE TIMES CRYING IS AFTER CROSSING THE PARADOX BARRIER IN EXTREME JOY.

 

FOR SOMETIMES I SEND A POEM EXTEMPORE TO CREATE JOY— JHATKA METHOD.   

 

THERE WILL NEVER EVER BE A MIND DOCTOR WHO COMPOSED POEMS ( RELEVANT IN CONTEXT ) PAST / PRESENT FUTURE..

 

IT WILL NEVER BE ATTEMPTED AGAIN..  IT ENDS WITH VADAKAYIL..  WHO ABSORBED MORE HALAHALA THAT HE THOUGHT HE WOULD  ..

 



THERE WAS TOO MUCH OF HALAHALA CHURNED OUT IN THE MANN MANDIR KA MANTHAN

 

IT WILL NEVER BE ATTEMPTED AGAIN..  IT ENDS WITH VADAKAYIL.. WHO ABSORED MORE HALAHALA THAT HE THOUGHT HE WOULD

 

https://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2021/10/purusha-vadakayil-does-prati-prasava.html


https://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2021/10/prati-prasava-quantum-erasor-capt-ajit.html

 

ON THE SHIP, I HAD WAGERS WITH MY CHIEF OFFICER..I CAN MAKE ANYBODY CRY ..

 

NOBODY DARES ACCEPT THE WAGER.. IT IS BY JHATKA ( SURGE )  METHOD.. THE MOMENT YOU OFFER EMPATHY AFTER A SEVERE BAMBOO SESSION  TEARS POUR OUT.COPIOUSLY

 


WHAT I DID TO SUMAN AND MY METHODS ( LIFTED FROM VEDAS ) WILL REMAIN A SECRET.. IT IS LOST FOREVER..   MAY BE MODERN SCIENCE WILL GET IT BACK AFTER 500 YEARS.


CATHARTIC RELEASE OF PENT UP EMOTIONS IS  THERAPEUTIC -- IT ELIMINATES EMOTIONS THAT DON'T SERVE YOU..  DON'T BLOW THINGS OUT OF PROPORTION BY GOING OVER THEM TIME AND AGAIN IN YOUR MIND.. YOU ARE ALLOWED TO VENT STEAM

 

CRYING RELEASES OXYTOCIN AND ENDOGENOUS OPIOIDS, ALSO KNOWN AS ENDORPHINS.  IT RESTORES EMOTIONAL BALANCE. ...

 

EMOTIONAL RELEASE IS LINKED TO A NEED TO RELIEVE UNCONSCIOUS CONFLICTS AND SUPPRESSED FRUSTRATIONS..   LIKE SOMEONE WHOM YOU LOVED RAN AWAY WITH YOUR INTELLECTUAL RIGHTS, PROMISING YOU MARRIAGE AFTER USING YOU AS HIS SEX SLAVE

 

EINSTEIN WAS  A BASTARD WHO USED HIS WIFE FOR HIS MATH .. HE WAS POOR IN MATH

 

http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2018/11/albert-einstein-was-thief-plagiarist.html 

 

EVERY TIME I FELT SUMAN WOULD GET A  STROKE FROM THE INTENSITY OF MY QUESTION BOMBARDMENT, I GAVE SLACK, INCREASING MY OWN STRESS.



RATHER THAN VENTING NEGATIVE DESTRUCTIVE FEELINGS INAPPROPRIATELY, THE SUBJECT  MAY INSTEAD RELEASE THESE FEELINGS IN ANOTHER SAFER AND PRODUCTIVE WAY 

 

HUMAN BEINGS SHED EMOTIONAL TEARS IN RESPONSE TO SADNESS AND GRIEF, BUT ALSO IN RESPONSE TO A RANGE OF OTHER, SOMETIMES POSITIVE, EMOTIONS SUCH AS ELATION, LAUGHTER, LOVE, FRUSTRATION, PAIN, ANGER, AND SURPRISE.

 

CRYING ACTIVATES BOTH THE AROUSING SYMPATHETIC NERVOUS SYSTEM AND THE SEDATING PARASYMPATHETIC NERVOUS SYSTEM.    


HOWEVER, THE LATTER IS ACTIVATED FOR A LONGER PERIOD, WHICH NO DOUBT EXPLAINS WHY PEOPLE TEND TO REMEMBER CRYING AS A CALMING AND CATHARTIC EXPERIENCE.

 

AS THE MARKERS OF STRONG EMOTION, TEARS SIGNAL MOMENTS OF EXISTENTIAL IMPORTANCE IN OUR LIVES 

 

THE PURPOSE OF CATHARSIS IS TO BRING ABOUT SOME FORM OF POSITIVE CHANGE IN THE INDIVIDUAL'S LIFE.

 

CATHARSIS INVOLVES BOTH A POWERFUL EMOTIONAL COMPONENT IN WHICH STRONG FEELINGS ARE FELT AND EXPRESSED, AS WELL AS A COGNITIVE COMPONENT IN WHICH THE INDIVIDUAL GAINS NEW INSIGHTS LIKE HOPE AND “THIS TOO SHALL PASS” 


http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2021/11/suicides-hope-this-too-shall-pass-capt.html


CATHARSIS IS THE PURGING A RELEASE OF ALL HIDDEN EMOTIONAL STRESSES WHICH ARE REPRESSIVE CAUSING MENTAL BLOCKS AND SUICIDAL TENDENCIES.  SELF PITY AND FEARFUL EMOTIONS ARE PURGED ..

 

CATHARSIS BRINGS CLOSURE TO UNFINISHED BUSINESS AFEECTING YOUR WELL BEING

 

IN THE CASE OF SUMAN I PULLED HER BACK TO SUICIDE MODE ( LITMUS TEST ) —THE LAST TIME BY TELLING HER   ” YOU ARE UNGRATEFUL, I LET YOU GO,  WE PART FOREVER “  COPIED TO HER PARENTS, SO THAT SHE FEELS IT IS REAL, NOT A PRANK

 

THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE ON THIS PLANET WHO KNOW HOW TO DO IT.   99.999 % ARE CHARLATANS WHO DOES THE ONE SIZE FITS ALL STUPID METHOD.

 

MODERN MEDICINE AND PSYCHIATRY DOES NOT ADRESS THIS ANCIENT TECHNIQUE OF SANATANA DHARMA.. MANY WESTERN PSYCHIARTISTS COMMIT SUICIDE

 

I PUT MY SUBJECT TO A PLETORA OF EMOTIONAL SITUATIONS TO ELICIT PHYSIOLOGICAL, BEHAVIORAL, COGNITIVE, EXPRESSIVE, AND SUBJECTIVE CHANGES.  I MADE SURE THE SUBJECT CANNOT LIE BY TRIANGULATING EVERY SINGLE THING

 

I CONJURE UP TEARFUL MEMORIES

 

SUDDENLY I ASK FOR A FACIAL SHOT TO BE DELIEVERED TO ME IN 30 SECONDS WITHOUT WIPING TEARS OR WASHING THE FACE.. 

 

I EVALUATE THE FACIAL LANGUAGE.. I AM FAR AWAY..

 

I DON’T LIKE THE ON-LINE VIDEO  METHOD OR PHYSICAL PRESENCE ON COUCH METHOD.. 

 

I DON’T GIVE THE SUJECT TIME TO THINK.. I KEEP BLASTIMG QUESTIONS USING TWO MAIL BOXES—SAY GMAIL / YAHOO.

 

BY THE TIME THE GMAIL IS ANSWERED, THE YAHOO QUESTION IS WAITING.

 

I KNOW HOW TO TRAP LIES.. IF LYING CONTINUES THEN I WARN


I MADE SUMAN DO INTROSPECTION

 

EVEN ASKING SUMAN TO CREATE HER OWN BLOGSITE IS A FORM OF CATHARSIS..  

 

IS SHE WANTS SHE CAN SCREW THE DAYLIGHTS OUT OF HER MENTOR VADAKAYIL ,    I HAVE GIVEN HER A WORLD PLATFORM

 

I MADE SUMAN START HER  DAILY DIARY NAMED “ MY SECRET GARDEN “

 

SHE IS PENNING HER OWN AUTOBIOGRAPHY NAMED  “ OH MY SLEEPING CHILD” .. VADAKAYIL WILL NOT KNOW WHAT SUMAN WROTE IN HIS LIFETIME. SHE HOLDS ALL 4 ACES.

 

ALL THESE ARE TOOLS FOR CATHARSIS

 

http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2010/12/mentoring-at-sea-capt-ajit-vadakayil.html

 

EXPRESSIVE WRITING, A PROCESS THAT INVOLVES WRITING ABOUT TRAUMATIC OR STRESSFUL EVENTS, IS HELPFUL FOR GAINING INSIGHT AND RELIEVING STRESSFUL EMOTIONS.


EVEN THE MUSHY POST BELOW IS A PART OF SUMAN’S HEALING PROCESS

 

https://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2022/01/darling-please-dont-leave-me-tonight.html




https://suman-vadakayil.blogspot.com/2022/01/my-mentor-vadakayil-chinna-moyals.html




EMOTIONAL RELEASE IS LINKED TO A NEED TO RELIEVE UNCONSCIOUS CONFLICTS ..   CATHARSIS MUST SPUR LASTING CHANGE IN BOTH IN THOUGHTS AND BEHAVIOR.

CATHARSIS HAS A ROLE IN COGNITIVE AWARENESS BY CORRECTING ERRONEOUS BELIEFS ..

SUMAN THOUGH LUST WAS LOVE.. SHE TOOK PRIDE IN BEING AN OCEAN OF LOBE NAY LOVE..


 


COGNITIVE PSYCHOLOGY IS THE STUDY OF HOW THE MIND PROCESSES INFORMATION. TOPICS IN COGNITIVE PSYCHOLOGY INCLUDE MEMORY, ATTENTION, PERCEPTION, BIAS IN THINKING, DECISION-MAKING, AND JUDGMENT..

CONFIRMATION BIAS IS OUR NATURAL UNCONSCIOUS TENDENCY TO SEEK AND RELY ON INFORMATION THAT CONFIRMS OUR BELIEFS AND DOWNPLAYS OR DISMISSES INFORMATION THAT MIGHT CHANGE OUR MINDS.

I WAS A CHANGE MANAGER AT SEA.. DID MY JOB IN A JIFFY WITH PERMANENT RESULTS 



http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2010/12/change-management-capt-ajit-vadakayil.html 

http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2013/04/domino-effect-in-change-management-capt.html




NOWADAYS SUMAN DOES HER OWN INTROSPECTION AND SELF-CATHARSIS BY LYING IN HER WARM SLEEPING BAG ON THE BALCONY STAR GAZING, AND LOOKING A KANCHENJUNGA MOUNTAIN RANGE.. 


ALL HER BOTTLED UP NEGATIVE EMOTIONS HAVE BEEN PURGED..

 

THESE EMOTIONS ARE UNCONSCIOUS CONFLICTS THAT SHOULD BE RELIEVED.

 

SUMAN HAS ACHIEVED A STATE OF MORAL OR SPIRITUAL RESTORATION AND IS LIBERATED FROM ANXIETY AND STRESS.

 

MENTAL HEALTH DISORDERS, INCLUDING SUBSTANCE ABUSE AND ADDICTION, ARE EPIDEMICS TODAY-- UNADDRESSED




.

DO NOT BOTTLE UP NEGATIVE EMOTIONS.. THEY MUST BE PURGED.. OT YOU DOWNGRADE YOUR OWN LIFE.  NO POINT IN GOING INTO A DEEP SULK


ELIMINATE NEGATIVE EMOTIONS THAT DON’T SERVE YOU, SPECIFICALLY PAIN, FEAR, PITY, ANGER, AND SHAME.


TEARS HOLD A MIRACULOUS KIND OF POWER TO CLEANSE YOUR MIND, RECONNECT THE HEAD AND HEART AND REALIGN YOU WITH THE POWER OF YOUR SOUL

 

GREEKS DID NOT DISCOVER CATHARSIS..

 

THIS SUBJECT  WAS TAUGHT AT KODUNGALLUR UNIVERSITY TO THE GREEKS..


EVERY ANCIENT GREEK SCHOLAR STUDIED AT KODUNGALLUR UNIVERSITY OWNED BY THE CALICUT KING, EXCEPT ARISTOTLE WHO WAS BLACK BALLED..    


HE HOPED TO COME WITH HIS PUPIL ALEXANDER, BUT ORACLE OF DELPHI SAID NOO.

 

http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2019/10/perumal-title-of-calicut-thiyya-kings.html

http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2020/11/alexander-great-in-india-king-porus.html







a little cool moon a little warm fire --  put them together -- a little poison a little elixir -- someone is in mee dreams  - oh how my nights are ablaze   --  I dare the sky to pour down  and quench this fire within me


BELOW: PURE SOUL , FOOT LOOSE SUMAN DRINKING ASLI GANGES WATER..   HUNTING FOR PEACE OF MIND AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE..



THE CHILD WITHIN-- ALWAYS IN AWE.. HER COLLEAGUES IN USA CALLED HER    " DEER ON ROAD STARING BACK INTO CAR HEADLIGHTS"

SUMAN PLAYED WITH BARBIE DOLLS TILL AGE 15..  TILL SOMEONE SPREAD THE WORD IN SCHOOL.    SHE BUILT HER OWN BARBIE DOLL HOUSE


TODAY MY SARAMA WROTE THIS EXTEMPORE POEM FOR ME


I AM SOO HAPPEE



BABY, DURING PRATI PRASAVA I RAN INTO THE INNER CHILD WITHIN YOU


YOU PLAYED WITH BARBIE DOLLS TILL THE AGE OF 15 IN FANTASY LAND


AND THEN YOU WERE SUCKED INTO IMMORAL ALLEYS BY THE AGE OF 18


AS YOUR MENTOR IT IS MY JOB TO TEACH YOU THE ART OF GROWING UP


WITHOUT LOSING THE INNER CHILD WITHIN YOU ,  I WILL NURTURE YOU


LIL RABBIT , I AM THE WOLF WHO WILL PROTECT YOU AND CARE FOR YOU


THE LITTLE CHILD IN YOU GAPES AT EVERY NEW PLACE AND THING IN AWE


YOU HAVE THIS  UNIQUE PERSPECTIVE WHICH  ONLY A EGOLESS CHILD HAS


YOUR CHILDHOOD GOT OVER YOUR PLAYTIME NEVER DID, CRAZY DIAMOND


NEVER LOSE THE CHILD IN YOU , I WILL KEEP YOUR INNER CHILD AGELESS


NEVER ABANDON THAT PLAYGROUND WITHIN YOUR NAÏVE SPIRITED HEART


HOW CUTE IT IS WHEN YOU ARE SO ,BUBBLY AND CHEERFUL FOR NO REASON


YOU HAVE THE ABILITY TO VALUE AND SAVOUR SMALL FREE THINGS OF LIFE


LET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN FREE UNBRIDLED., ENJOY ZE FANTSASY LAND


SPARE TIME TO SMELL THEM  FRAGRANT FLOWERS ,GAZE AT THEM  STARS


YOUR INNER CHILD  MUST NEVER DIE IN KINGDOM OF DREAMS. VOID OF TIME.






TO BE CONTINUED--










CAPT AJIT VADAKAYIL

..


BELOW: VADAKAYIL BRAVO PROJECT.. SEND GIFTS TO YOUR WELL WISHERS FOR BIRTHDAYS -- HELP THE WATAN AND SANATANA DHARMA


https://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.com/2021/12/vadakayil-project-bravo-wear-with-pride.html





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CAPTAIN SWAPNIL PANCHAL



when the moon shows up in the blue sky

it showers love beams and makes mee heart ache

i have a soul companion, i have a lover

who quenches the thirst of my heart

when the tall icy peaks kiss the sky

when the thirsty sky kisses the sea

i long to be snug in his powerful arms

my heart has such desires, wish he comes to me!

when the cool breezes ruffle mee tresses

and the golden sunrays caress the cheeks

for the heat of breath and the softness of palms

 my heart longs, wish he comes to me soon

the splattering monsoon shoots arrows of raindrops

my heart and body get drenched in these colourful rains

to douse in love, and to finally get drowned

my heart yearns and generates dreams

that i have a companion, i have a lover

that quenches the thirst of my heart

when the moon comes in the blue sky

it showers love and makes me yearn and how




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you touched my heart and how,

what a subtle gesture you made,

this weather has suddenly changed,

now the whole world seems soo pleasant.

if you ask for it,

I'll sing for you all my life.

I'll keep on writing songs

on your words...

let the whole world find you

in mee poems...

come, let me give you a lot of love,

I can sacrifice all my joys for you.

you are my life,

you are the anchor of mee life..








                listen my beloved

                always live in love

                hey pristine love, don't ever wake up

                don't let your feet touch the ground

                why do you speak urdu and farsi

                when you say ten, you count two

                the king of liars, tell me

                if you ever look into my eyes

                tell will tell you a story

                which won't be said by my lips

                hey pristine love, don't ever wake up

                from moments to, two to four months

                a lifetime can be gauged

                the one who was never seen before

                now in mee womb

                those faces are being formed

                listen my beloved

                always live in love